So yeah...the moving company came... our house is like totally empty...

and it's really cold... I'm fweezing!!


Sooo....yeah... I've gotta go do more work...

I was tagged by the wonderfully awesome, crazy cool, super duper !
1- Post the rules.
2- Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themself.
3- At the end you must tag 8 people and put their icon in your journal.
4- Then go to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5- No tag backs

1. I fall ALOT, I'm a very clumsy person, and you may think it's very common, but I am litterally falling all the time, I'm even falling in my sleep...

2. I am color blind, yup I love colors and cannot even see what they really are. Now most believe that being color blind means like you don't see any color at all,
but it's really just certain tones and stuff like that.

3. I would have to say that I uuuhhh.... don't really know what else to say... I have an extremely boring life...

4. I was born in Alaska, and I'm darn proud of it.

5. In everyone of my dreams someone dies...0.o??? Why? I have no clue...

6. I looooooooooooooooooooooooooove making stories and characters, and I have well over a
500 OCs. And yes, I know everyone of them by heart, they all have their own personalities and pereferences.

7. I am Lactose intolerant, but doesn't stop me from sneaking a can of wipped cream and squirting it in my mouth... because seriously it's my fave thing to do ever...

8. I will one day destroy all the mushrooms in the world!!


I tag....ummm... idk really... whoever wants to do it, I don't really like forcing this type of thing on people...

I just needed to change this... the previous one is too depressing...


So let's change the mood with this!!!





....There.... that made me laugh

Oh and don't forget Hetalia!!!

<-----These guys are my faves!!

Have you ever felt sooo bored that you want to take a big container of Ice cream and just stuff your face, then cry your eyes out till you fall asleep for a like an hour and wake up to realise your still bored so that you shoot yourself??

That's how I feel...
I could be depression, it could be that it's raining and I can't do anything, it could be that my life is falling apart before my eyes, it could just be my imagination. But whatever the reason. I'm miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!

So yeah, I thought I would update my journal seeing my last one is no longer acurate. For I said that we were supposedly moving back to the US of A, no?
Well, it's apart of a very long story so I won't waste to much of anyones time by telling the whole thing, but I've been living in France for quite some time now, and don't get my wrong, France is great and all, but to me it's just nice to visit. I've been living here for about 5 or 6 years now and every year My mother tells me that we're going home. Then something totally random happens and we end up staying another year...
Last year the random event was my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer, and since medical treatment is free here, we had to stay. My mom has been going to chemo, and the doctors have been saying that she's been getting better, I was so looking forward to coming home when, this year all of a sudden my mother finds more lumps under her arm...



We are still unsure wether or not these lumps are more caner, but if they are, it means I'm going to be stuck here even longer....probably even longer than another year....

I really hope it's not more cancer. I'm getting really sick of this shit.

Finally my eyebrows sort of grew back in... took a while, but their back...
And it's a good thing because, I was getting sick of drawing them in.

On a second note, you know how people always tell you to try new things? Well if they don't be happy. Because they do to me. So I'm taking their advice (NOT because they told me to, but because I want to...) Infact I've wanted to do this for a while now...

Ummm... So I've been thinking, cause I am sixteen, and I think this is the age where one should start thinking about what they want to do with their lives...*sigh* ...
And I think my major options are (for those who care):

_Mortition with the side of comic drawing of coure! (Yes they are the people who work with dead people, and no I'm not a morbid person, infact, I hate corpses, they're kinda creepy, but I highly respect the mortuary bussiness.)

_Animator, you know the people who draw for cartoons, I loooooooove cartoons, so maybe I could do that. But I have alot of more reasearch to do on that subject.

_or Minerologist with the side of comic drawing, the people who study rocks an minerals. I have a profound passion for minerals and rocks, and metals. I also have a passion for space, and I thought of being a astronomer or astrounaut, but I think that's too intense for me...

Then I have a couple of back up plans but they're not really important enough to mention...

Now then...where was I?? Oh yes, I wanted to try new things!

Yeah, I am drawing other things on the side, because I'm trying to widen my veriety! I've been drawing animals again...mainly horses, because they're harder than they look... When I used to draw animals they'd end up looking like a mutant wobat-monkey-antelope-thingy...
But I must admit, I am getting better...
But now here's the tricky part. I am trying to digital color. And I think I've got the basics down, but I still suck... BIG TIME. And I really hate it.
I think it's partially because I can't see right... and because I never really had a passion for coloring, despite the fact I love color.
So I'm working on it. If anyone has any tips or anything, please let me know about it, cause I need all the help I can get...

Do they even have classes for this?? I guess I'll look that up....

So were in the middle of getting ready to move back to the states ( YAY!), and I'm trying to get chapter two of Confus done, but it's hard... so please give me a little more, sorry I'm this slow. A lots just going on right now.

Also one more thing... Does it bother you when I write these loooong journals, cause if so let me know, and I'll shorten them up a bit. Cause I am kinda telling my life here...
But yeah...

Anyways thanks for your time and patience!!!

XOXOXO

Mui